Desultory and Disillusioned

I think I just got me some temporary work!  I love it!  Cold hard cash will be earned because of my availability and willingness to work odd hours for a limited amount of time.

Now if the synagogue will hire me for the same reasons for the same amount of time my financial crisis might not be quite the crisis it’s been making itself out to be.

I am so frustrated by my lack of finances and I’m apparent inability to get a part time/temporary job.  This is currently the biggest headache in my life.  I have bills that I am shortly not going to be able to pay because apparently I don’t interview or job hunt well or effectively.  This isn’t in my skill set.  This is not something I am good at doing.  I don’t think I was ever really taught how to do these things.  I feel horribly and frustratingly inadequate.

All I want is a little employment and a little bit of money, enough to pay my bills, buy my wedding shoes, whatever I need for the bachelorette party and my hotel room for the wedding and maybe go visit Erik in New York while he’s still living there.  That’s a lot to ask, but that’s what I need.